LELAKI INI

Hi Everybadeh,

Sighhhh...that is a sign of frustration and tired actually..I'm tired and I need a break..It's not physically tired but mentally is the most.
I'm tired of thinking too much..actually not on the personal side but more on work..
I shouldn't tell this here..not to show off but actually I've been promoted to a step above..I know it's going to be a very tough year for me, but sometimes this new responsibilities actually plays alot with my mind..More on the thinking and executing..
Penat lah wehhh...
Today quite frustrating that my location manage only to get 1 badge for the mystery shopper..Quite piss off actually..This is what happen if too many staff that are not actually committed to work and been playful.
So..what I'm gonna do now as countermeasure, I will only choose the best 45person.These are the people that is talkative,not shy and can serve customer up to the standards.Yang lain I will not tolerate.I've had enough..You don't want to give commitments then don't work la..
Ishhhh gerrram nih...
Okaylah..something on my personal life..pada mana mana yang follow blog aku nie..there is nothing interesting actually to story..I'm always being the same me..Sometimes la ada perasaan yang tak patut datang tu datang..tapi kadang kadang layan gak..cuma diri sendiri je tau apa yang sendiri nak.Sometimes apa yang kita inginkan tak semestinya kita dapat..Bila rasa sunyi, I always keep remind myself that esok lusa kalau mati sorang jugak..kadanga kadang dah terbiasa..When we want some companion but theres none..But I always find a time for someone that needs accompany.Ya la..it's not always what we do to people, people will do the same to you..No No No..
Anyway, I'm looking forward actually to spend my time in Indonesia coming June.Although I've been there for 5 times, but going back there actually can ease a bit my tense to the work..I need a rest and time for myself.
I do feel sometimes that people only wanted me for some reason...eh apa mengarut nie..But it depends la..kekadang tu ada gak terasa..sometimes they dont even think what came out from the mouth really hurt even though the statement is not actually meant to me..But ya..I always take that as a positive complaints as I dont want to think about it..Masuk telinga kanan keluar telinga kiri..
Kadang kadang rasa macam tak ada orang kesah pun pasal aku..hidup mati ke lantak la kau....
Apa apa aja pun semua sendiri..dah biasa mungkin and actually it helps me to survive..But sometimes I need some support not physically but in terms of show care pun rasa dah cukup..kadang kadang rasa tersisih dari kelompok family sendiri..
Arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.. i'm complaining quite much in this blog..But tak pe..at least aku luahkan pada blog aku sendiri..luahkan apa yang tebuku dalam hati..
Okaylah..aku rasa sebelum aku cerita dengan lebih panjang lagi it's better for me to stop..Whatever it is, I hope no one is annoyed reading this post..
It's just that I may feel quite tense a bit..Biasalah human beings.. tak lari dari buat kesilapan..tapi kalau dah kesilapan tu berulang dan mengulang..haaaa pikir sendiri lah..


Eadeeazwan 2012
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