My Feelings Can Hurt Too..

Hiiiiii Bloggie Moggie..I miss writing to you so damn much..this is where i place any feelings that I have..sad,happy,creativity..bla bla bla..Did u miss me??sure you do kan kan kan??
Erhmm..I apologize for not writing to you as I was quite busy with works..some actually not related to works..ahahaha..
Let me tell you a story of my friendship...What does a friendship means to you??
For me, as time goes by and also throughout my experienced,people may come and go.The only thing is we do not know when, a bad friendship can turn wright and a good friendship can turn wrong..
I have been in a friendship with lots of people,since i was a kid until now..these people around me makes me what I am today..the only thing that I learnt throughout my friendship is, in order for you to be what u are,mix with the wright people..I have been through mixing with bunch of not really good people..it doesn't suits me..The thing i learnt again with these people is u can take their experience and let it be yours..meaning..some good things that we can take may also be a price for you to use one day..only time will decide..
I have been in a friendship with a friend for 4 years..this is just not a normal friendship..but we are bestfriend..I gave everything that i have just to protect my bestfriend..yeah yeah yeah..i know..we cannot trust people 100%..but hey common..everything happen for a reason kan kan kan..bagilah chan..people deserves chances..hello..everything means my time,effort,care and bla bla bla la..adoiiiai..
But from time to time, i began to realize..something is lacking in the friendship..TRUSTWORTHY..hmmm..it is not an easy as it sees..my friendship previously is lacking of trust..so it happens that we do not have that,i myself decided to pullback from the friendship..can you just imagine that we already feels like brothers..and i manage to sacrifice the friendship that has been built for 4 years PAPPP..just like that..ha ha
The reason is..i want to move on..let my friend find some more good friends than me..I'd rather do silly things just to make the friendship ends and dislike me..
Gila kan..And I need a break also..and after it all happen I manage to bring myself back together and move to a new level..All happenned again for a reason..
But that was before...
NOW, I'm comfortable of being single and have a lot of friends..it has a lot of advantages for me..get to know more people and getting their experienced as part of myself experienced..
Being single nowadays have alot of advantages...you can go anywhere without even bother what others may say..u can do silly things,good things, bad things...its up to you to choose...hihihih...
But come to times, yess I'm feeling a bit lonely..only now I have good nephews,nieces and sisters that can always brighten up my day.Everyday is meaningless without these people..Yeah time will pass us by and these people will change..But hopefully they dont forget me as their uncle,brother even I may not be the best Uncle,brother,at least one day they might have a glimpse of me in their memory and thats enuff..
Sedey wak!!!!
What i can say now is I have a Feeling and My Feelings can hurt too!!!
Opps..okaylah.. i need some rest..these 2 3 days wasnt good enuff for me..coughing all the way..maybe because of the weather..but I try my best to be a good friend after this..but now i need some time for me to think on something...Let is be as Siti's Nurhaliza Song "Biarlah Rahsia"..
Listen to this song..the lyrics is so meaningful..

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