I want to End All This..
Dear Friends,
Recently I was not in a good condition where a lot of things happen to me lately.I was hoping that someone could help me out but i realize i have to face everything alone.I never wanted to ask nor begging someone to feel sympathy about me.But it just that i need a friend that i can count on and can share with me my problems and things i felt.
Every things happen for me has a reason and I am desperately need time to heal.It gives me lot of pain as i was struggling hard to overcome the pain in the heart for all the things happened.
What frustrated me the most is loosing all the good friends.But i realize throughout all the good friends there are still some friends that I can rely on.
Only me knows which are the ones that can really be a good friends, throughout my pain and happiness.
I cant take it anymore as one after another problems occur in the time which i felt i do not have the strenght to face it alone.Why is it has to be me and not others..Yeah..all things happen is for a reason
With this I'm letting go on some of the things i felt cannot bring me joy anymore.
The more i keep it to myself, the more it hurts inside.Some friends told me that i should just forget about it.
But in my deepest hard I can't even let it go.I will try my best to ignore.This is not for myself but if this can bring good to everybody, i will try my level best to try..
Forgive me for not being a good friend to those who hate me much.Do understand my situation..
I never meant to be a bad person, only time will heal my pain..
Letting go
Eddyazwan Aziz2011
Recently I was not in a good condition where a lot of things happen to me lately.I was hoping that someone could help me out but i realize i have to face everything alone.I never wanted to ask nor begging someone to feel sympathy about me.But it just that i need a friend that i can count on and can share with me my problems and things i felt.
Every things happen for me has a reason and I am desperately need time to heal.It gives me lot of pain as i was struggling hard to overcome the pain in the heart for all the things happened.
What frustrated me the most is loosing all the good friends.But i realize throughout all the good friends there are still some friends that I can rely on.
Only me knows which are the ones that can really be a good friends, throughout my pain and happiness.
I cant take it anymore as one after another problems occur in the time which i felt i do not have the strenght to face it alone.Why is it has to be me and not others..Yeah..all things happen is for a reason
With this I'm letting go on some of the things i felt cannot bring me joy anymore.
The more i keep it to myself, the more it hurts inside.Some friends told me that i should just forget about it.
But in my deepest hard I can't even let it go.I will try my best to ignore.This is not for myself but if this can bring good to everybody, i will try my level best to try..
Forgive me for not being a good friend to those who hate me much.Do understand my situation..
I never meant to be a bad person, only time will heal my pain..
Letting go
Eddyazwan Aziz2011
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