I Need to Write It Down

Hai..

There a lots of questions lately that have been given to me..And I would like to explain everything here..Just in case u will ever notice bout it..

What makes u my motivator?
Yeah..its really ackward when u have someone as a motivator..For me, if u are somebody's motivator then u should be proud of..not questioning people.Why, yeah...remember the time when I received news that I got to transfer to KLCC??and you're the first person i talked to??since that i realized i can share something with you and not anybody else..and u give me some morale support..thats the first part..Then, we become closer and things shared..which i appreciate a lot..Then u move from below to where u are now..and that motivates me as well as i have gone through a lot of pain lately in the company..It should be in a positive way as after you have gone through a lot of bad things in the company and last u find a good person to motivate u to work and climb up again..was it wrong??

Why I Cried??
Yeah..i'm not afraid of telling that I missed people I care much until I cant hide my feelings..Its not about lepaking.Its a matter of good relationship built and to treasure it..I missed those fun we had before, the problems sharing, the time spent and should i say everything.It is better to learn a person.This is what I am..I cant control it then tears would be the best solution.But do you ever realize and notice about it..If I can understand you why cant you understand me??Instead giving me questions  that I think it is not so matured enuff..I cried becoz I missed ..was it wrong again??

Why I miss U??
What kind of questions is this??Is it mean and criminal enough to say that I miss U? Why? Cant you realize that you already create a good bond with me and shared all the good things??Of course, when people are no longer have the best part, they will miss it.Why all of a sudden you brought things up like dont want to terhutang budi and whatsoever??Why now, why not at the first place we meet ??Think about it..I am not bringing it up but questions like this should not be mentioned. You should realize that..I know we dont have the same blood ties and was it hard to accept??Okay, if you dont feel like it then i will stop it tremendously.
I did that becoz I CARE and also I have nothing to be ashamed of..I dont care what people say,as long as i know what I'm doing is to show and makes other feel and be better and foremost SUCCESSFULL..
You should realize that many people out there didnt get the opportunity to be cared off. But you did..You should be thankful that you got such a good people around you that wants to see you successful..I never want any return of what I gave u. Even 5 minutes or just a hello would be just fine..
Was it you are too busy enuff that you cant spend even couples of minutes for the one that care for u??
But instead if ur in my shoes what would u felt if the person just ignore u but you have the whole heart for them??What if??

All the things i did seems like doesnt wright for you..Seems like u want it when u feel like to..Think about others..dont ask people question WHY..instead ask yourself WHY..

Sorry again for the post..I will improve myself better if whatever I did is wrong..