I DONT KNOW WHERE IT WILL GO TO...

Lately,there are lots of things that come to my head.It is something that I really dont know how to explain.I just feel like this is not me at all.There are something that I would like to share but deep down in my heart, it says dont.I began to feel that somebody is feeling doubtful to me.Maybe it is or maybe not.I cannot tell.Whatever it is,I am what I am.The things i showed is me.

I begin to feel discomfort.Maybe its just the way I think but as time goes by I began to feel it.

At times, I feel useless,but on the other hand it doesnt.At times also i felt that it was nothing,but it is.

I dont know with whom to share.I'd better keep it to myself at this moment.

I just dont want it to feel really really ackward..It was just me..just me..

Eddy,you know yourself better than anybody else.Yess I've cried alot because of this and no one knows..except after i publish this post la..

That night was really mad.I was crying so tensely of this problems.To find cure and solutions of the matter that I think I involved myself into.

At times I felt, it shouldn't happenned but it happens.Anything happens for a reason.But until now,I still cant find the answers.

I may o I may not find the answers right now.I just dont really want it to feel weird.

Am I wrong??Please correct me...

I cant think straight,I cant even breath right.I cant remember clearly..

What is this feeling called?

I dont know

I dont know

And I want to know.