I was Born to be alone..

Haaaa...kali nie tajuk tu bukan buat gempak...ha ha ha..itu memang reality..
Today,..bangun dalam pukul 2.00 something..tu pun dikejutkan oleh si afiq..my nephew..
Anyway..got to send my other nephew, YOi..balik bangi..so pegi hantar dia kat KTM..
The rest, i was resting at home only..nothing much to do..but at least got some piano notes for the Who you think you are..best giler lagu tu..tak delah susah mana pun note dia..just a simple notes..just to enhance jer..cara cara main piano tu..cewahh..
Ha ha...late in the evening, after maghrib, I went out to OU to see my ex staff..Emm..tengok tempat lama..teringat kenangan kenangan lama...so many memories in OU..
Kat sana lah aku start keje..mula dari bawah..tukang angkat pinggan,ambik order,sometimes kene cuci pinggan, serve customer.perghhh macam macam..Until i was promoted jadi Section Leader and then 2 years after that promoted as Assistant Manager..Perghh..perjalanan yang panjang actually..but tak terasa..sedar sedar dah 9 tahun bekerja..eh baru sikit tahun jer tu..ha ha
Seronok jugak dapat jumpa derang balik..still macam tu..but things that makes me happy is they still respect me as their bosses..aduh terharu..but me,its still the same me..
Hang around till 10.00 cam tu then balik rumah..then change layout blog nie sket..and tajuk dia..
E is for everything is not quite me..Simple and Lonely me is perfectly ngam..ha ha
Eh...betul apa..like seriously..
Seronok gak jalan sesorang nie..boleh relaks my mind a bit..to many things happen lately and perasaan bercampur baur..malas nak pk sebenarnya..tp reality tak boleh dipinggirkan..itulah kenyataan...itulah aku sebenarnya..ha ha..perghhh ayat tak bleh blah..
Tadi masa jalan jalan kat OU, I have something in mind..is this work that I am in now suits me??
How long can I stay...Ade jugak terpikir want to resign from the company..but let see first..
If to be transfer to other location..no second thoughts..ha ha..sure ambik jer kali nie..For better solutions to everybody sebenarnya..
Malas la nak gaduh2..(tak de kene mengena sebenarnya )..tp ade gak tempias kene..poor me..dari dulu sampai sekarang ada je tak puas hati..even though buat bende betul pun tetap salah..sigh..maybe sebab tu kot tak banyak kawan..ha ha ha..
Eh mungkin salah...mungkin betul..but im accepting sapa2 jer nak berkawan..
Eh..aku tiba tiba teringat plak satu bende..my closest friend in ITM dulu once said..ko nie eddy, orang2 sabar jer leh kawan lama ngan ko...ha ha ha..weii weii..tapi tu dah berapa tahun dulu..biasalah budak budak lagi..now..dah dewasa..bukan tua ek..ha ha ha..
Perubahan demi perubahan dari dulu sampai sekarang..sekeling dan sebagainya..semuanya its like pengalaman..the goods to be taken and the bad to be left behind..
Now i think its time for me to move on lagi for good reason..tapi untuk move on,a lot of sacrifices have to be taken into consideration..cewahh..banyak sangat ke sacrifices ko nie Eddy..piiirah..
Ha ha..ntah tak tau la nak cakap..tapi tulah aku..penuh emosi sometimes..still cant figure it out to control..haih...apo apo lah jang..
To those friends out there..this is me..accept me the way i am..saya bakal menggembirakan hari2 anda semua..tanpa anda siapalah saya..ha ha ha
K lah nak chow..esok kerja pagi..banyak kot kerja esok..dah lah isnin..mesti jammed punya g kerja..ingat2 nak g sarapan kat ...ala lupa plak nama tempat tu..ha???sorang la..ngan sapa lagi..tengok tajuk blog der...ha ha..
K chow

Take Care Everybaldi...ha ha

It's Me..ordinary me
-Eddyazwan aziz-

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