Should I or Shouldn't I

Hey,

I was so tense today, with the auditing from the Golden Village people.At the same time my mind was thinking of something else.

I just want to say that I'm really worried about something.Am I being too protective??Was it me being too harsh on you?Where was I at this moment.?Am i being over reacted??

I am really worried...so really fucking worried.

But i see that you was acting cool,like nothing happen.Yeah i was not the one who should talk about this matter.Who am I to talk bout tis..

Wouldn't there be any necessary thing that I can do to help?Im always here to help.

Did you ever know that i am really being honest and also would do anything to help you out?How am I suppose to know if this matter hasn't been arised.

Please give me some space to help you out.Yeah, maybe i was not the closest friend for u to talk to..I apologized.

I do not know whether things will be okay..I just need my concentration back..Please realize something..Im soo sorry for the uncomfortable things..I'll loose myself out..

This is not chill enuff..